
tinybrokenfingers
Member
- Jul 13, 2025
- 14
i think ive decided that i want to go through with something. cutting my wrists, hanging, overdosing, all of them have failed or landed me in the hospital. im done with trying to salvage whats left of my life, when all i see looking forward is more misery, more disappointment, and no possible chance at feeling anything but empty and suicidal. i just want it to end. ive saved up money over the past few months to purchase a shotgun. i have only $500 to my name and i want to make it count. what is the best gauge of shotgun to buy? ik 12 gauge is generally more lethal than 20 gauge but ive also heard about slugs being good. i know next to nothing about firearms so im looking to get some pointers in the right direction. anything helps.