i know i am an adult and i am perfectly fine of taking care of myself. but sometimes i just allow the thought of being very alone to sink in. some people say they're alive for the ones they love or whatever. i know that will never be a reason for me to live, i want to say that i'm mainly around for entertainment and enjoying the small pleasures that life has to offer. whether that's satisfying my curiosity, my appetite, or enjoying art/entertainment.
my hormones all over the place. my mood changes quickly. i am capable of thinking and acting rationally, but it is separate from the way that I feel. under the influence of psychedelics, i am incredibly sensitive and vulnerable. the filter from my brain is temporarily removed. you could say something mean to me that isn't even offensive, i'd start crying. if you told me a joke afterwards, i'd immediately stop crying and laugh really hard, and act like i was never sad. when i'm sober, non of that stuff is externalized.
my hormones all over the place. my mood changes quickly. i am capable of thinking and acting rationally, but it is separate from the way that I feel. under the influence of psychedelics, i am incredibly sensitive and vulnerable. the filter from my brain is temporarily removed. you could say something mean to me that isn't even offensive, i'd start crying. if you told me a joke afterwards, i'd immediately stop crying and laugh really hard, and act like i was never sad. when i'm sober, non of that stuff is externalized.
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