Short and sweet goodbye

[porfin1234]

Hey all
Some things went down this week to make me feel like it's finally time. Lied to by person I let closest to me lately but regardless of that I did some horrible things instead and have become an absolute monster. I don't want to get into more details. It'll not be peaceful I'm sure but it's time.
Take care all

 

[Jean4]

Hey all
Some things went down this week to make me feel like it's finally time. Lied to by person I let closest to me lately but regardless of that I did some horrible things instead and have become an absolute monster. I don't want to get into more details. It'll not be peaceful I'm sure but it's time.
Take care all

I'm here if you want to talk.

 

[Melkus2020]

We'll Miss you. I hope you have a happily ever after.

 

[MysticPerception]

Well it sucks that you're going out feeling like a monster but I hope at least your suffering comes to an end then. Good luck hope I hope you find peace and can come to terms with yourself on the other side.

 

[porfin1234]

SN. Never was able to get my antiemetics. Oh well.

 

[MsMaudlin]

I hope your journey is smooth and as peaceful as possible with ❤

 

[Xena87]

SN. Never was able to get my antiemetics. Oh well.

Did you draw the mermaid on your profile? It's beautiful!

 

[jgm63]

SN. Never was able to get my antiemetics. Oh well.

f.y.i.

Spoiler: over-the-counter-otc-antiemetics

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/over-the-counter-otc-antiemetics.31372/

 

[porfin1234]

Thank you.
Nope

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I'm sorry things got so bad for you. I wish you peace.

 

[enjoy]

peace and safe travels.

 

[Carina]

Hey all
Some things went down this week to make me feel like it's finally time. Lied to by person I let closest to me lately but regardless of that I did some horrible things instead and have become an absolute monster. I don't want to get into more details. It'll not be peaceful I'm sure but it's time.
Take care all

I'm sorry you feel like a monster and might not have a peaceful exit--but I hope things will be more peaceful for you.

 

[theguineapigking]

I'm sorry your life has been so hard. If you need to talk at all,we're here for you.


Hopefully you find peace. I wish you the best.

 

[jgm63]

If you do decide to go ahead, then I wish you a safe journey on to somewhere beautiful.....

 

[Indieblue]

Hope you find peace.

 

[Deathbydemo]

Hope you travel peacefully to the other side. May you find eternal happiness.

 

[Broken Chimera]

You're not a monster. You just made mistakes like everyone else. But if you made up your mind, I wish you peace.

 

[Emily123]

You are not a monster because you regretted what you did . A monster just does bad things without considering the damage to others . I feel that you are trying to punish yourself for something that you did . If this is the case , please don't do it . Your death will not fix the damage of the wrong thing that you did but you can be alive and possibly fix it .

 

[shallow]

If you are willing to do this, have a save journey

 

[Soul]

I'm sorry you're suffering so.
I hope everything goes the right way for you. Journey well x

 

[BabyYoda]

I wish you peace

 

[porfin1234]

Thank you all for the kind words.

 

[Root]

I wish you peace!

 

[porfin1234]

I'm sorry your life has been so hard. If you need to talk at all,we're here for you.


Hopefully you find peace. I wish you the best.

my life is not hard compared to many.
i definitely complicated the hell out of it and will be broke soon enough.
but a lot of it is just hating who I am and have been most of my life.

 

[mesohappy]

Ive read a lot of your posts around here and have related to/enjoyed reading them.I don't know you IRL but, you seem like a good person who just made a lot of mistakes,still trying to find yourself like a lot of people on here and in the world.

If you DO decide that your misery has overcome any enjoyment you will ever get out of life again,then I wish you a smooth journey and you find peace.You will be missed around here,and the world will miss out on some things,I believe,you could have brought it and vice versa.

 

[porfin1234]

Thank you. I'm not a good person though. First time in my not only destroyed someone's property but was physically abusive. I really need to be put down.

 

[mesohappy]

Thank you. I'm not a good person though. First time in my not only destroyed someone's property but was physically abusive. I really need to be put down.

Like I said,I dont know you IRL and not going to pretend I do.Im sorry the way you feel about yourself right now and I will say this-all of us have the ability to be monsters and good people,in one body.10 years ago I did some horrible shit to a family I loved because I had reached a boiling point and fueled by alcohol and a minor insult,I snapped.If I would have CTB that night,like I attempted to, I would have missed out on alot of experience in these last 10 years.Some good,some bad,some fun,some miserable.Ive been able to help and teach some people since that night and some people have also caused me some harm.The point is, if I would have been successful that night ten years ago,I would have missed out on alot of shit.Sorry to ramble.You are ultimately the master of your own fate and you know what is best for you.I just hope you choose wisely.

 

[AlreadyGone]

I hope everything works out for you.

 

[TAW122]

I'm sorry that things really suck right now for you. I hope you are able to find peace in whatever decision you end up choosing.

 

[Lostandfound7]

Everyone makes mistakes, luv. The fact that u recognize ur wrongs, tells me that ur NOT a monster...U have a chance to make it right..Nothing can b accomplished in righting those wrongs from the grave..Forgive yourself, honey