Venting shitty vent

[throwawayghm]

im so beyond fucked I feel guilty for even being alive now wtf I hate this shit so much I wish I could just die without hurting anyone its unfair for me to leave like that but its also unfair for me to exist just for others I hate this shit so much I wish I fucking did it I hate this I want this to end fuck

thats about it not having a good time rn dont rly like my odds but im a pussy so ill probably just be miserable till I finally brake and man up