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SexyIncél

SexyIncél

🍭my lollipop brings the feminists to my candyshop
Aug 16, 2022
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So this is how it ends, not with stoicism but with tears :)

I want to drop everything now & focus on art. Like a suicide note, but lighter. Suicide notes are tragedies; but I want to balance pleasure & sadness, light & darkness, imagination & reality

I want to unmask. We must hide behind masks here. But we're people

One by one, the heartstrings snap til nothing tethers us here
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
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Sorry you'll be leaving us so soon. I hope you can really treat yourself in your remaining time here, I hope you find peace
 
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Julgran

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Dec 15, 2021
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So this is how it ends, not with stoicism but with tears :)

I want to drop everything now & focus on art. Like a suicide note, but lighter. Suicide notes are tragedies; but I want to balance pleasure & sadness, light & darkness, imagination & reality

I want to unmask. We must hide behind masks here. But we're people

One by one, the heartstrings snap til nothing tethers us here

As an alternative to a suicide note, you could write a poem or paint a picture - whatever fits you the best :wink:

I hope that you have thought this through, and I wish you good luck!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best with your art. I hope that you find freedom and peace.
 
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Final-push123

Internet wizard
Jan 28, 2020
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May your journey be a pleasant one
 
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SexyIncél

SexyIncél

🍭my lollipop brings the feminists to my candyshop
Aug 16, 2022
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I was distracted by someone wonderful. Living a bit longer than expected. Had a burst of imagination, which I poured into art & analysis

But unfortunately my depression is a disease. It is eating me alive; suffering outweighs pleasures. I feel back on track to die soon. I want to die today. But if the universe won't end & my loved ones persist, I need to give them what I can

It's harder to create things for the reason of impending doom, than inspired by the possibilities of life!

Fuck this universe, it took away my years 0-18 under a fascist family regime... otherwise I would've done so very well, enjoying all the possibilities in the brief lifespans we have
 
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