ToastInTheShell
Professional Idiot
- Mar 17, 2024
- 38
SH'd again today, after about 3 months. This time I cut p deep, the cut was gaping like crazy and I could see the styro. I'm a little worried tho since I already want to do it again, its been like half an hour and I'm already fantasizing about cutting again. A couple years ago something similar happened, I cut deeper than I normally did and strove to cut more often and deeper each time. By the end of the week I was cutting almost every day. I'd forgotten how much I love the sensation and I'm p sure I'll do it tomorrow as well. I still wanna go deeper though. I know that's an unhealthy thought pattern but I can't help myself. It feels so satisfying and gratifying and just GOOD to go that deep. It's like I'm addicted.
God I wanna cut again so bad. I hate the fact that I'm like this. What the fuck is wrong with me.
God I wanna cut again so bad. I hate the fact that I'm like this. What the fuck is wrong with me.