Venting Sh doesn’t work for me anymore

[imsotired35]

I was a self harmer since I was 12-19 ish but for some reason it doesn't make me feel anything anymore and I hate that. My scars are fading and I miss them but I can't bring myself to cut just to have scars again. I don't know why it doesn't work anymore and I don't feel any better after I cut I just feel the same depressed as before.

 

[Sober4MostDays]

Maybe you've built up a tolerance to it.

 

[imsotired35]

Maybe you've built up a tolerance to it.

I've been clean for like 5 years so I thought I'd be able to do it again