I'm over the sexual abuse at age 10 now but it really screwed up my early years. I had PTSD in public school and developed all sorts of issues. I became promiscuous as a teen. This also has to do with growing up without a father. I ended up having multiple abortions in my 20's because of the promiscuity and never being in a commitment with a reliable stable partner. I was afraid of men in a way, especially with close intimacy but not sex. I confused sex with love. It ruined my life, but some kids have more support and resilience. Not everybody who is sexually abused ends up as bad off as I did depending on what other protective factors u had in your early years.