Sure did. But I get NARSTY when I'm splitting. Noone should have to put up with this shit. I try to be very respectful and not judge. But of course when I get drunk and open up they say things like I'm weak for wanting to die and so on. I'm sensitive af and I just loose it. Sorry for boring yall with this. Had a bunch of drinks.
it sounds to me like your friends are the problem not you. a real friend wouldnt be calling you weak. a real friend would be trying to help you. and theres nothing wrong with being sensitive. whats wrong, is being insensitive and not thinking about how others feel.
I have had therapy most of my life. Didn't help at all.
I'm diagnosed with Borderline P.D too and totally get you. I've come to the point where I just cut all female friends out for good as in no communication because they either in my eyes turned on me or were fake and maybe I'm imagining it or it's true but I'm not taking any chances anymore. I'm completely alone with my 2 cats and don't see anyone physically but on whatsapp the messenger I'll chat literally once every 3 days to old friends I no longer in with. I drink everyday to numb my pain and I to start opening up and saying all kinds of things I'd never when I'm sober. I tossed my 3 friends in the trash because they are really toxic and suck me dry energetically or emotionally with their same old drama and can't reciprocate the amount of time and energy I give them. I decided to stop opening up, saying fuck people, it's all about me now because it's really every man for himself. Peace I'm off to bed.
