Nymph
he/him
- Jul 15, 2020
- 2,565
I feel like I was supposed to fail from the start. I don't believe in destiny and stuff but it seriously feels like I was meant to fail and that there was no other path.
i was born into the wrong body, everytime I fucking see myself I wanna throw up. I'm disgusting. I have so many thoughts, scenarios in my head where I take surgeries into my own hand and just chop myself into pieces and ctb. I just don't want to suffer like this anymore. I wasn't supposed to be like this but there's no option. I'm so depressed and unmotivated to continue living in this body so I can't get a job and earn money. I just want to kms so I don't have to be in this human bag of flesh. I look so gross.
i was born into the wrong body, everytime I fucking see myself I wanna throw up. I'm disgusting. I have so many thoughts, scenarios in my head where I take surgeries into my own hand and just chop myself into pieces and ctb. I just don't want to suffer like this anymore. I wasn't supposed to be like this but there's no option. I'm so depressed and unmotivated to continue living in this body so I can't get a job and earn money. I just want to kms so I don't have to be in this human bag of flesh. I look so gross.