imdone23
Member
- Oct 15, 2019
- 9
I have decided that I am going to ctb on my 21st birthday in two months. I have been trying to get better but I just can't feel happy, I always end up back at square one where I only want to die. I decided I'm done being in this cycle, and I'm finally ready to go. I plan to jump off a bridge, I feel guilty knowing what I am doing to my family. I just got a cat, I think that I will leave it with them when I die so they have something to remember me by. It sucks to have nobody to talk to before I go, because if I did they would have me admitted. I just want to share my thoughts and talk to some people who know what I'm doing before I go.