Lara Francis
Enlightened
- Jun 30, 2018
- 1,627
I just wanted to vent before i go
into a diazepan induced sleep crying myself to sleep yet again
I am hurting so badly and feel so lost and hurt.
Ive just been sorting things in the house to sell.my late husband had alot of specialist music and photo stuff as well as an array of tools which i am not going to use.
I would like a minimalistic house.
But i dont really want to sell his things,i just want him to be here to use them.
In my mind,i can see him watching what i am doing and somehow i feel guilty.
I can feel him with me tonight and its tourmenting me because it hurts so much.
into a diazepan induced sleep crying myself to sleep yet again
I am hurting so badly and feel so lost and hurt.
Ive just been sorting things in the house to sell.my late husband had alot of specialist music and photo stuff as well as an array of tools which i am not going to use.
I would like a minimalistic house.
But i dont really want to sell his things,i just want him to be here to use them.
In my mind,i can see him watching what i am doing and somehow i feel guilty.
I can feel him with me tonight and its tourmenting me because it hurts so much.
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