Venting Self sabotaging my recovery

[mf25748]

I tried to cbt twice before out of desperation and now I'm trying to recover. But since the meds aren't working yet and I really don't wanna keep going because I can't think of way that my social phobia and generalized anxiety will ever heal. And one of the wort experiences was my first time cause the girl told all hear friends I had a small penis, since then I closed of to women then people in general. I already had anxiety and depression then and she just crushed my chances of trying to get by. So I have been doing some manic penis exercises in the hopes of either making it longer and then try to date again, or break it and have no fundamental reason to move on then cbt

 

[Sherri]

I'm sorry that girl did that to you, no one should share those things, don't be so hard on yourself. It's not the size that matters. It's a sensitive topic. But had to leave my opinion. A big hug.