Self harm, housemates called police...

[Metavoid]

They heard me crying in my room smashing my head. Grr. I didn't even know the motherfuckers were home. They were supposed to be gone.

The police came with the ambulance and confiscated my bottle of rum and a flickknife which was a gift from my dad. Apparently spring loaded knives are illegal to own. I'm fucking furious they took my shit.

 

[Schopenhauer]

Fuck. Who the hell calls on the cops on a lonely person? I'm sorry for you.

 

[Metavoid]

I guess they thought I was trying to kill myself? Either way I told them I was fine just a lil drunk and sad. They raided my room. That knife was special to me.

 

[Schopenhauer]

That sucks. There is no bottom, as I like to say. Things can always get a little bit worse.

It's too bad about your knife, though. Since it's illegal, they won't let you get it back.

 

[Metavoid]

Well put. There is no balance. It's always shit. People like us are just hyper aware of the sad reality of existence.

"It can't rain all the time" mate, have you been to the UK.... Lol

 

[bigj75]

That sucks. There is no bottom, as I like to say. Things can always get a little bit worse.

It's too bad about your knife, though. Since it's illegal, they won't let you get it back.

True. That's why I gotta get the fuck out of here before shit gets worse.

 

[Lady black]

Shit the persons who called the police should get to hell for it

 

[Metavoid]

Shit the persons who called the police should get to hell for it

Yeah they are a bunch of happy go lucky pricks, you know the type.

 

[Lady black]

I hate this type

 

[Metavoid]

I hate this type

"Oh our life is so great because we are a couple in their late 30s who's been together since 10 and we never dated anyone else and she works and pays rent and supports me in a shared house while Im studying we are going to get married and life is so great and you should stop crying and get out there and try to be happy and stop disturbing our peace crying all the time. Yeah she totally doesn't fantasize about big macho dick and I totally don't wish I would have at least dated some other people in life and now I'm stuck with this fat cow for life and I'm a deadbeat half man who never worked" sorry I'm fucking pissed at them

 

[Lady black]

Just the Mr. and Mrs. Perfect... Maybe you should sleep with him as revenge

 

[Metavoid]

Just the Mr. and Mrs. Perfect... Maybe you should sleep with him as revenge

Perfect my ass but they sure try to make everyone believe it. They are "intimidated" by me fucking cunts. And nah I couldn't because he's a wee little pussy boy not a real man

 

[Metavoid]

Sex as a weapon.. I like it. Fuck it before I ctb I'm gonna go do some homewreckin. Yeeeehaw

 

[Lady black]

If he´s not a real man it should be easy for you to get him

 

[Candour]

Did they ask if you were ok first or just call the police without even talking to you?

 

[Metavoid]

Did they ask if you were ok first or just call the police without even talking to you?

Nope. They just heard me crying and hitting myself and the cops arrived. I didn't know anyone was home. I never cry or make noise if I know there's people in the house or at night.

 

[Candour]

Nope. They just heard me crying and hitting myself and the cops arrived. I didn't know anyone was home. I never cry or make noise if I know there's people in the house or at night.

They sound like a pair of c**ts. I'm sorry you have to put up with that.

 

[Metavoid]

They sound like a pair of c**ts. I'm sorry you have to put up with that.

Yeah. I'm moving anyway. I found a room in a house with sound people not self righteous goody two shoes cunts. They never once asked me how I felt or if I was ok or thanked me for the brownies I baked or when I cleaned the whole house.

Whenever people like that try to lecture me about life, I always say "have you ever helped the homeless, given them a place to sleep? Given to charity? Saved someone on the street who was drunk and falling into traffic while everyone watched? Because I have, and I can bet my left kidney you never have. Prick. Go take your good Christian morals, and shove it."

 

[Schopenhauer]

"Oh our life is so great because we are a couple in their late 30s who's been together since 10 and we never dated anyone else and she works and pays rent and supports me in a shared house while Im studying we are going to get married and life is so great and you should stop crying and get out there and try to be happy and stop disturbing our peace crying all the time. Yeah she totally doesn't fantasize about big macho dick and I totally don't wish I would have at least dated some other people in life and now I'm stuck with this fat cow for life and I'm a deadbeat half man who never worked" sorry I'm fucking pissed at them

Thanks for the monologue. I'm laughing here.

I hate pricks like these. Self-righteous, sanctimonious, holier-than-thou bastards.

But you can have a small measure of comfort in the knowledge that their lives are miserable too, but they'll never have the guts to end it (or even to think of it as a viable solution).

 

[Metavoid]

Thanks for the monologue. I'm laughing here.

I hate pricks like these. Self-righteous, sanctimonious, holier-than-thou bastards.

But you can have a small measure of comfort in the knowledge that their lives are miserable too, but they'll never have the guts to end it (or even to think of it as a viable solution).

I geniunely hate most people. Most people are fucking cunts. That's why I have a hard time making friends. If I'm myself which means I'm a little offensive and crude and swear a lot (but I have a big heart and care deeply for others) people will tell me I'm a shitty person and I need to change. Like, fuck you. I'm glad I'm moving. My landlord is a prick too. He tried to convince me I was a piece of shit one day and I was like no, I am an amazing person, and you're a weapons grade old creepy bastard. Never stopped him trying to fucking hit on me and touch me though. Prick

 

[Schopenhauer]

I geniunely hate most people. Most people are fucking cunts. That's why I have a hard time making friends. If I'm myself which means I'm a little offensive and crude and swear a lot (but I have a big heart and care deeply for others) people will tell me I'm a shitty person and I need to change. Like, fuck you. I'm glad I'm moving. My landlord is a prick too. He tried to convince me I was a piece of shit one day and I was like no, I am an amazing person, and you're a weapons grade old creepy bastard. Never stopped him trying to fucking hit on me and touch me though. Prick

My reaction towards most people is just "meh". I don't care enough to hate them. In your case, with people like these as housemates, I *would* hate them.

By the way, I swear a lot too. Some people get uncomfortable, but fuck them too :p

 

[Metavoid]

My reaction towards most people is just "meh". I don't care enough to hate them. In your case, with people like these as housemates, I *would* hate them.

By the way, I swear a lot too. Some people get uncomfortable, but fuck them too :p

I swear I'm done being apologetic and fake nice. I am going to off myself soon so fuck it. I want to enjoy this shitty life a bit MY way before I go. Who knows, maybe this is what will save me. A fuck it attitude. Maybe I care too much. Maybe I think too much. Maybe I'm too lazy. Tomorrow I'm going to put on makeup, do my hair, dress how I want and go out. Buy a naggin of poitin bag of coke and be my fucking self and have fun. Fuck everyone.

 

[Schopenhauer]

I swear I'm done being apologetic and fake nice. I am going to off myself soon so fuck it. I want to enjoy this shitty life a bit MY way before I go. Who knows, maybe this is what will save me. A fuck it attitude. Maybe I care too much. Maybe I think too much. Maybe I'm too lazy. Tomorrow I'm going to put on makeup, do my hair, dress how I want and go out. Buy a naggin of poitin bag of coke and be my fucking self and have fun. Fuck everyone.

If I do get my N, I'll have at least one fuck-you day like this before I go. Right now I'm too anxious to do anything, but once I've the N in my soon-to-be-dead hands, I'll have myself a party :)

 

[TAW122]

I'm sorry to hear about the situation with your housemates, and yes fuck those cuntshits who think they are better on their fucking moral highhorse. Hell, if anyone did that to me IRL, I would actually ctb so fast that it'll catch them really off-guard and possibly more. If I wasn't about to ctb, then that would absolutely be a trigger for me.

Anyways, I am glad that you are moving out of those cuntshits' flat and hope you find a flat that is better than your current one, and hope you find peace in whatever choice you decide to make.

 

[Metavoid]

I'm sorry to hear about the situation with your housemates, and yes fuck those cuntshits who think they are better on their fucking moral highhorse. Hell, if anyone did that to me IRL, I would actually ctb so fast that it'll catch them really off-guard and possibly more. If I wasn't about to ctb, then that would absolutely be a trigger for me.

Anyways, I am glad that you are moving out of those cuntshits' flat and hope you find a flat that is better than your current one, and hope you find peace in whatever choice you decide to make.

Thank you so much *hugs*

 

[Roph]

I'm sorry they called the police on you. I hope you feel better.

 

[Metavoid]

I'm sorry they called the police on you. I hope you feel better.

Thank you. Im mostly upset about them siezing my knife.

 

[Roph]

Thank you. Im mostly upset about them siezing my knife.

I understand. That was crappy of them to do.

 

[Metavoid]

I understand. That was crappy of them to do.

It was their duty I guess since it's illegal but my housemates didn't have to call the cops on me. Pricks. I'm trying to think of some sneaky revenge after I move out and get my deposit back off the landlord

 

[Metavoid]

Lol im gonna puncture the guys bike tires, he got a fancy new city bike and replacements wouldn't be cheap. Fuck the lot of them.