Zanmato
Student
- Apr 4, 2024
- 144
Hi!
A stupid vent about my job (probably because I'm an idiot).
I have to deal with bad coworkers (especially one or two I really don't like). One of them keeps micromanaging me, gaslighting me, and writing long texts (even on my days off) just to say "You did something wrong." (According to her, I always do things wrong, even when I follow her instructions lol).
There are also issues with a so-called supervisor, a bad HR department, and a few other things.
At the beginning of April, I started a countdown to keep track of how many weeks I had left until the end of my contract, which ends at the end of this month (June).
There were 12 weeks in total, and now there are only 4 left (including this one).
During these weeks, I've thought a lot about quitting. I even had a job interview that went pretty well... but unfortunately, it wasn't worth taking.
So, a part of me really wants to quit. No kidding. But another part... still has some self-doubt. Even though my bosses and coworkers are usually pretty good at making those doubts disappear in a matter of minutes lol
If someone else (that I know, or don't) would ask the same, I'd think.... That person has done more than enough, no matter if he worked for a few Months, one year, or more.
And... That's why I don't understand why our own minds make us feel this "quilty", "sadness"...
Sometimes I'm really sure about quitting, also taking some days off too.
And, sometimes, I have these damn doubts, it makes nosense at all.
Maybe because I was a Neet? And I know what it means?
But I really can see myself still going there, for other months... Maybe until November, or worse, until January/Feburary.
So, why is it so hard?
A stupid vent about my job (probably because I'm an idiot).
I have to deal with bad coworkers (especially one or two I really don't like). One of them keeps micromanaging me, gaslighting me, and writing long texts (even on my days off) just to say "You did something wrong." (According to her, I always do things wrong, even when I follow her instructions lol).
There are also issues with a so-called supervisor, a bad HR department, and a few other things.
At the beginning of April, I started a countdown to keep track of how many weeks I had left until the end of my contract, which ends at the end of this month (June).
There were 12 weeks in total, and now there are only 4 left (including this one).
During these weeks, I've thought a lot about quitting. I even had a job interview that went pretty well... but unfortunately, it wasn't worth taking.
So, a part of me really wants to quit. No kidding. But another part... still has some self-doubt. Even though my bosses and coworkers are usually pretty good at making those doubts disappear in a matter of minutes lol
If someone else (that I know, or don't) would ask the same, I'd think.... That person has done more than enough, no matter if he worked for a few Months, one year, or more.
And... That's why I don't understand why our own minds make us feel this "quilty", "sadness"...
Sometimes I'm really sure about quitting, also taking some days off too.
And, sometimes, I have these damn doubts, it makes nosense at all.
Maybe because I was a Neet? And I know what it means?
But I really can see myself still going there, for other months... Maybe until November, or worse, until January/Feburary.
So, why is it so hard?
