U
usernamehere
Member
- Mar 12, 2023
- 33
What's the most guaranteed way? I need help i want to do it without hurting people or becoming a vegetable. I attempted and survived only because people saved me. I wanna make sure that i basically have 100% certainty I will die without hurting other people which is very difficult because I don't have a lot of options or money… i have to try and not get catch or found. Its also hard to do sober because i don't have it in me when im sober but a complicates things. I always have this impulse this flight or flight panic that stops me even though I know ultimately.. how do I shut off that panic that is trying to keep me alive? What is it called? Human instinct? I wish i could give someone $ to just do it or help me and maybe provide comfort as i pass.. tho i am aware that I doubt most people would wanna do that unless there is something wrong with them. If there's something wrong with them, I don't wanna know what they'll do to me. Ugh