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Alitaaqua6781

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Jan 13, 2025
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Hi everyone,
New member here and not familiar with all the acronyms so please bear with me.
I am in my mid 40s and have a long standing illness since age 11. My physical health is deteriorating more and I would rather not have a painful death at home on my own. Or end up hospitalised for who knows how long with diminished functioning. So I want to prepare to chose my own time, place and peaceful passing.

I live in a Country that doesn't have access to Nembutal which I have decided on as the best method after reading the pill book guide and researching. I decided getting liquid N from a veterinarian clinic is my best option. Then to proceed to take it rectally using an enema. I have to use enemas anyway and this seems far simpler for me than anti nauseants and drinking a nasty concoction. I'd like to know if there is any thoughts or information on this that I should be aware of.

Then as I can not source this here it looks like going to South America is my only option. I have the ability to travel anywhere and have been looking at Mexico and Peru. Although I see Bolivia and Columbia are possible options too. I wouldn't be returning so I don't have to worry about customs. I'd plan to enjoy a couple of weeks holiday there and then proceed. I am really looking for help to make sure I chose the right place to travel. Perhaps assistance in finding a local guide if anyone has been there or local advice if anyone is a resident of these countries.

I have signed up to the telegram group and hope I can talk to anyone who may advise me. I am also in the process of seeing an estate lawyer to get my affairs in order as I do not want to leave a mess for my sibling.
 
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