school makes me want to ctb the most

[noonipie]

i'm in a horribly demanding school system and right now im studying for my final exams but i've been studying non stop for the whole year now and i dont think i have it in me to keep pushing. im already unstable so having this massive pressure makes me fucking go crazy. worst of all im going into an even more demanding course for college and ill be by myself. i think when i live by myself ill ctb within a week. what can i do to make it through this alive?

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really stressful and tiring what you have to endure, it's understandable just wishing to be free from all the suffering but anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find what you are searching for.

 

[noonipie]

thank you

 

[Pengu]

i'm in a horribly demanding school system and right now im studying for my final exams but i've been studying non stop for the whole year now and i dont think i have it in me to keep pushing. im already unstable so having this massive pressure makes me fucking go crazy. worst of all im going into an even more demanding course for college and ill be by myself. i think when i live by myself ill ctb within a week. what can i do to make it through this alive?

Hmm..... I am a student as well and I face the same issue as I live in Asia. I haven't slept for two days myself because of school and an upcoming test. Since u have studied the whole year maybe relax your mind a bit or u will feel saturated. Sleep well, eat well listen to music to detox your mind, watch study vlogs. Give your self a little treat at the end of the day and don't watch gore or depressing videos. Don't take too much pressure! ALL IS WELL. I personally take proprananol but i don't think it's a healthy method. Anyways goodluck! U GOT THIS. EVERYONE IS A PEANUT DONT WORRY ABOUT THEM PEASANTS. <3333

 

[H.O.Xan]

as someone who failed school, let me give u some advice. Don't stress. the rate of return is 0. school will never compromise for u, so y r u doin tht for the school? live life the way u'd without school's existence.

 

[come to dust]

Passing or failing school doesnt really matter much long term. You can always retake a year and do things more slowly. Personally I passed everything with the highest grades in school but I still ruined my life because I rushed into a career i didnt want instead of slowlt deciding what was best for me to study.

 

[todienomore]

If skilled trades pay well in your country, you might consider that path instead. I dont know why anyone would want to spend their life at a desk on a computer

 

[noonipie]

Hmm..... I am a student as well and I face the same issue as I live in Asia. I haven't slept for two days myself because of school and an upcoming test. Since u have studied the whole year maybe relax your mind a bit or u will feel saturated. Sleep well, eat well listen to music to detox your mind, watch study vlogs. Give your self a little treat at the end of the day and don't watch gore or depressing videos. Don't take too much pressure! ALL IS WELL. I personally take proprananol but i don't think it's a healthy method. Anyways goodluck! U GOT THIS. EVERYONE IS A PEANUT DONT WORRY ABOUT THEM PEASANTS. <3333

thank you for the advice!! that's really sweet. i hope everything goes well with your schooling too <33

If skilled trades pay well in your country, you might consider that path instead. I dont know why anyone would want to spend their life at a desk on a computer

i'm going into medicine

 

[OceanBlue]

what can i do to make it through this alive?

Go to the recovery section. You might need to find a therapist irl to help you through this.