Venting Scars

[8272019]

My parents got mad at me during dinner and went on and on about how my self harm scars look gross and horrifying. I tried to explain that I know theyre noticable and theres not much I can do to get rid of them, but they just got more angry. I feel so horrible about it. I dont really know how to describe how awful it feels to look at them in the eyes after hearing how embarrassed they are by my scars. Am I really that shameful to look at? Am I really that disgusting? They normally don't say such hurtful things to me. I'm just hiding up in my room so nobody has to look at me, while on my phone to distract myself from looking at myself. It feels horrible. Sorry the sudden vent, I don't have anywhere else to vent about this.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

That's awful, I'm so sorry you had to experience this...
Maybe they are scared, it's something to see your child harm itself. Maybe the use tough love on you. In the hope you will stop doing it.

Try to talk to one of them in the morning, i know that's not easy.. But needed.

And scars don't make you ugly!!!!