Sad_Autistic_boy_101

Sad_Autistic_boy_101

When I die, you'll love me.
Nov 19, 2019
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People try to scaremonger suicide and talk about how every method will be excruciatingly painful. Are you guys afraid of the pain and do you believe every method is painful?

I am not scared of the pain. 1 hour of pain compared to 19 years of pain is nothing. I am not afraid to die, i'm afraid of failing and having to deal with those consequences.
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
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I believe every method has an element of pain or discomfort. Am I scared of it? Yeah, a little bit but I think it's almost normal to be a little scared of it, but I know it'll be worth it in the long run. As you said, the suffering of a few moments is worth it to end the suffering of many years.
 
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TheSkyIsBlue

Student
May 16, 2020
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No, the pain isn't the main issue for me. I'm scared of failing and what would happen if I succeeded. I'm not religious, but I can't know what is there after death. I don't want to go to even a worse place.
 
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nerve

fat cringey shut-in
Jun 19, 2019
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What an awful argument for people to latch onto. "Oh shucks, guess I'm stuck here then!" It doesnt promote hope or self-efficacy or even survival, just fear and helplessness.

Id be afraid of the pain if I was going to like set myself on fire or drive off a cliff, but that's why I'm not going to do these things. That's why I'm putting thought into this.
 
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jrums

Student
Apr 14, 2019
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No. The pain of SN will be fine in comparison to the pain of living with the brain and body damage SSRIs have caused. I'm just afraid of failing and being put in a hospital.
 
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Winston

Winston

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May 7, 2020
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Done correctly, shotgun in the mouth is lights out in less than a minute, perhaps instantaneous if not a fraction of a second...
That's what I'm counting on, considering all I've learned.
 
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deadpixels

deadpixels

Student
May 2, 2020
133
I used to be brave and want to bring it on as soon as possible but after some failed attempts I became fearful and a bit of a coward.
 
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StateOfMind

StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
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Done correctly, shotgun in the mouth is lights out in less than a minute, perhaps instantaneous if not a fraction of a second...
That's what I'm counting on, considering all I've learned.

Nice Hemmingway style I eny you. Will you pull the trigger with your toes?
 
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Winston

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May 7, 2020
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Nice Hemmingway style I eny you. Will you pull the trigger with your toes?
12 gauge with pistol grip, sans shoulder stock. Easy reach with the finger, so I get to keep my shoes on. Hat tip to your literary trivia knowledge!
 
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StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
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12 gauge with pistol grip, sans shoulder stock. Easy reach with the finger, so I get to keep my shoes on. Hat tip to your literary trivia knowledge!

The question now is, why are you still here with such a superb method?
 
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Aap

Enlightened
Apr 26, 2020
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Some people just want lights out, some want to watch the world burn, and some would rather watch you burn. Not everyone here is your friend. Many here are very vulnerable, it's sad watching people using the site for entertainment.
 
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Josef2000

Josef2000

Forsaken One
Nov 5, 2019
154
People try to scaremonger suicide and talk about how every method will be excruciatingly painful. Are you guys afraid of the pain and do you believe every method is painful?

I am not scared of the pain. 1 hour of pain compared to 19 years of pain is nothing. I am not afraid to die, i'm afraid of failing and having to deal with those consequences.
I think a lot of people on this site are either afraid of it going wrong and ending up worse or ending up in a psych ward. However I can't speak for anyone other than myself
For me I don't fear suicide, it's the thought of hurting others rather myself that gets me everytime
 
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