Just thought I'd open this thread as I think it's quite important. How many people have you told you feel suicidal and they suddenly look like they'd rather be anywhere else, even health professionals.
I think unless you have actually felt suicidal it's impossible to understand that feeling or to know how to react and respond to it.
That's why places like here are so important for the community, it's a safe space to speak your feelings and know you will never be judged or made to feel like there is something wrong with you.
I count my blessings that I found this place and want to say thank you to everyone who has taken a minute of their time to respond and listen.
I have a fraternity and sorority of deep state thugs stalking and abusing me. They violate my body privacy badly. Plus thermal images cet scans and xrays using domestic drones, vehicles with the scanners hidden in the paneling, on mounted harness they wear under their clothes, besides aiming cell phone cameras at me brazenly. They make me feel like killing myself. I am violated and treated like a bad individual. Im treated like a fugitive and chattel livestock. I have about as much body privacy rights as a steer. The deep state is too abusive and intrusive. Their stalking and abuse is medically unsafe towards my mental health. I feel in danger constantly. It is unhealthy and dangerous.
I have openly told undercover deep state stasi cops that they are abusing me into a suicide. They dont care. The women stalking me are cruel and heartless murderers that could care less if i commit suicide. They pose as altar girls while dehumanizing us and harming us. Their hateful hearts think it is a cute charade. Total lying scam artists. Many of these deep state thugs are of other races and they are racist. I deal with both racism and sexism. Others hate my religious beliefs. Others laugh about me over my sexuality. Im not a terrorist or a predator. I hate being treated like this by a mob of deep state bigots. The deep state is full of sex offenders, misandry and misogyny, racism, religious hate, superstitious stigma camoflauged as science, etc... they are an arrogant lawless lot of abusive thugs.
Telling the deep state they make us suicidal accomplishes nothing. Many dont care. Many hate us for saying it. Many want us to kill ourselves. The deep state industry is a sanctuary for crime and bigotry. It is protected from public transparency by national security and police powers. But it is used by thugs to be terrible. They are a hateful bunch of murderers who live above the law. They industry is "special". Their deep state industries are a princess industry who doesnt have to respect the laws we do and they are not arrested for breaking the laws even though the rest of us would be. The deep state is a spoiled tiarra brat that seriously wrongs and hurts people. All while hidden from the public. What idiot gives satellites and drones to jackasses? What negligent idiot hires bigots and scornful thugs as undercover police and them gives them equipment to violate out body privacy? What assclown hires liars and facetious brats? What criminal hires thugs who should be registered sex offenders??? Im sick of my body privacy being violated.
Telling these brats they make us suicidal means nothing. They only feel bad for each other. Some are so hideous in morals I doubt they even care much for each other. They are a faction of lying actors. Not protectors. Not homeland defenders. Not police.
Telling them is pointless. They dont care. These terrible swine drone bomb children overseas and send people to be harmed and killed in prison because of stereotypes and personal hatred that permeates their application of science.
Their science itself is wrong. It red flags us as criminals or potential criminals and then the american deep state terrorizes and violates us. It is a booming industry for these hideous frauds. Our lives and inalienable rights and mental health do not matter to these dangerous deep state frauds. Their jobs and profits and delusion of having a meaningful purpose is what matters to them, not human health, rights or lives. Our suffering means nothing to these brats.
Killers like them dont care.
Until they are in prison or lawfully subdued we are not safe. These arrogant thugs are a danger to the public. They are criminals posing as "police" who violate our rights while abusing us.
America makes me want to commit suicide. The deep state here is out of control. They act communist if anything. Not american. All we can do is suffer while lawful praying for the day they are overthrown. They are as full of shit as many other oppressive regimes who thought they were law, science and safety.
Good luck. My abusers laugh or scorn me for stating the truth. The criminals with shit values and bigotry run our deep state and law enforcement. They abuse their industries to persecute us and witch hunt us for personal reasons.
