dolphin
aquatic thing
- Feb 7, 2019
- 213
Hi guys,
I'm planning on CTBing within the immediate future. I had made a post about having second thoughts a little while ago and I tried to engage with life again. I found that the issues that are leading me to CTB (chronic pain/cognitive problems) prevent me from having any quality of life. I'm glad that I tried to reach out there because now I feel more at peace with my decision. I would like to just spend time with my family now and get off the internet.
I hope that everyone here gets what they need. I think everyone should try reaching out before they decide to kill themselves, in whatever form that might be - even if you find that therapists, doctors, etc. aren't helpful, "reaching out" could include many things like trying a new hobby or just moving or quitting your shitty job etc. Just make sure that you aren't killing yourself impulsively or over an issue that could possibly be remediated. Life is precious. I hate suicide and I am sad that it has come to this, but I now feel confident in my decision.
I'm planning on CTBing within the immediate future. I had made a post about having second thoughts a little while ago and I tried to engage with life again. I found that the issues that are leading me to CTB (chronic pain/cognitive problems) prevent me from having any quality of life. I'm glad that I tried to reach out there because now I feel more at peace with my decision. I would like to just spend time with my family now and get off the internet.
I hope that everyone here gets what they need. I think everyone should try reaching out before they decide to kill themselves, in whatever form that might be - even if you find that therapists, doctors, etc. aren't helpful, "reaching out" could include many things like trying a new hobby or just moving or quitting your shitty job etc. Just make sure that you aren't killing yourself impulsively or over an issue that could possibly be remediated. Life is precious. I hate suicide and I am sad that it has come to this, but I now feel confident in my decision.