Same routine everyday

[Stella78]

Everyday is always the same thing. Wake up, go to school, be depressed all day, come home and then waste time. I'm sick of life, I don't wanna do shit with my life, I dont care about anything, and I have no intrests or hobbies. Same boring depressing routine everyday. Nothing excites me and I dislike most people. I'm ready to not exist anymore, I ovibously wasn't made for this world.

 

[Raggas]

It's always the same thing for me too, be depressed and come to this website to ruminate on my depressing feelings, wishing I had the courage to end it.

 

[Stella78]

It's always the same thing for me too, be depressed and come to this website to ruminate on my depressing feelings, wishing I had the courage to end it.

right and I feel like I'm wasting time being miserable when I could just end it all. I'm slowly working up the courage to do it but, it's not easy.

 

[suicidal_joe]

I really want to say something that can help you with your situation or make you feel better but I honestly can't think of anything good at all. I've felt the same way before, and still do from time to time. My personal and school life stresses me out and I hate that I keep repeating the same mistakes, I've been miserable lately yet I'm still here. I guess I just wanted you to know that you're not alone in this battle, and that it can get better. I know it will if we keep trying, as tiring as it may be.

 

[Cookiedough8956]

Thats exactly how i was feeling yesterday. So damn sick of it.
I wake up depressed- think of ending it
Get ready (the absolute most difficult part)
Go to work- while my anxiety is killing me internally
Boring terrible job for too many hrs
Back home.

I wanna fucking go already.

 

[lastNamePicked]

why do you cling to life still ?

 

[dandan]

I'm so sorry for you guys.
I'm also having some discomfort,
I woke up 3 hours earlier and kept worrying, regretting, hate thoughts about me, and about having to go to work.
just disgusting
Bitcoin and crypto experienced a 5x increase.... If I was invested in watching and trading... I could've made enough money to buy a small house (my money * 5 )
but dammed because I was thinking in dying I did not watch that, and now im fucking down again..
every damm day its a regret
even with money and a house, I might still be miserable... but I would have a house