TrapForYou
Member
- Jul 25, 2024
- 11
I know that most people advice against it, and I wouldn't if I had another option, but the thing is– I don't. I'm unable to get SN, can't compress my carotid arteries, don't have a gun, too much of a coward to jump from a building, same with jumping in front of a train. Tried plastic bag around my head, always end up taking it off no matter how much I tell myself I should pass out soon.
So, that leaves me with either a water overdose or a (table) salt overdose. And I'll go with salt. Mostly because I don't think I'll be able to drink +10L of water, lmao. I've read a lot about it, and the hypernatremia symptoms scare the shit out of me (especially the seizures and brain swelling), but either that or risking whatever may come from getting hit by a train, which is a big no.
I won't do it right now, probably not even today, since I want to be sure I have at least almost the whole day alone. But once I get the chance, I'll ingest around 200-300g of salt, which should in theory be lethal. Mix it with water, drink. Then, go to sleep. Hopefully, next time I open my eyes I'm not here. And if I am, as long as I die soon after, it's fine. If it doesn't work, then I don't really know what else.
So, that leaves me with either a water overdose or a (table) salt overdose. And I'll go with salt. Mostly because I don't think I'll be able to drink +10L of water, lmao. I've read a lot about it, and the hypernatremia symptoms scare the shit out of me (especially the seizures and brain swelling), but either that or risking whatever may come from getting hit by a train, which is a big no.
I won't do it right now, probably not even today, since I want to be sure I have at least almost the whole day alone. But once I get the chance, I'll ingest around 200-300g of salt, which should in theory be lethal. Mix it with water, drink. Then, go to sleep. Hopefully, next time I open my eyes I'm not here. And if I am, as long as I die soon after, it's fine. If it doesn't work, then I don't really know what else.