I'm far away from recovery, my desire for CTB is too great for that to currently be a near future outcome, but even today when I was thinking I'll leave after my holiday in a couple weeks, a few hours later my best friend was making me laugh uncontrollably in the middle of a movie. I never have to tell him how I'm feeling, he just gets how to make me feel alive for a few hours a week. I was wondering if any of you have a friend like that, like wherever they are is a safe space for your to let down your guard and vent about everything and they'll actively reassure you that it's okay to do so.
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Busridin'26
Hating every minute of being alive.
- Dec 8, 2019
- 1,871
Yeah and im praying that I don't fuck it up and actively trying not to fuck it up.
I needa get myself together. Im understanding that I've been in survival mode for months and how that impacts relationships butttt I needa do some like damage control or smthin. Just needa be a better friend.
Im happy to hear you have a friend like that. It really is a beautiful thing.
neurotic
I'm doing very well
- May 24, 2023
- 100
I have friends, but none I feel completely close with to tell them my true feelings. My ex was the last man I could talk to about my issues. I know what he did to me was horrible and wrong, but I think at those times he really did care about what I had to say about my feelings. I miss it but I don't.
StaticCryBabye
Sorrowful Pixel
- Apr 9, 2023
- 206
Well, I have friends that I can hang out with, but I don't have the kind of people that I absolutely have no one. It's a desolate landscape of solitude where the echoes of my own voice are the only company I have. There are no friendly faces or sympathetic ears. It's just me, myself, and I.
