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darkdivine
Gelt
- Feb 8, 2022
- 18
I used to be a member here years ago. Back when there used to be a discord server and even a sub-server made by other members solely to vent or talk, or even just to linger and feel less lonely. I left so long ago, ready to give up.
Everything I did failed. Even trying has gotten me very little in progress. I can barely leave my apartment most days and I barely know a soul in this town. Between all my own issues, dealing with my family's issues, life, and trauma I feel like I'm crumbling. My eating disorder is coming back because I'm back at my heaviest. I'm high every single day and can't stand the thought of being sober. I'm just not okay. I'd rather die than ever go back into hospital or an institution again, though.
Anyways, I'm just looking to see if there's any discord servers or chatrooms or anything out there like there used to be? I just miss having people like me to talk to who just get it.
Everything I did failed. Even trying has gotten me very little in progress. I can barely leave my apartment most days and I barely know a soul in this town. Between all my own issues, dealing with my family's issues, life, and trauma I feel like I'm crumbling. My eating disorder is coming back because I'm back at my heaviest. I'm high every single day and can't stand the thought of being sober. I'm just not okay. I'd rather die than ever go back into hospital or an institution again, though.
Anyways, I'm just looking to see if there's any discord servers or chatrooms or anything out there like there used to be? I just miss having people like me to talk to who just get it.