letmeseethedeath

letmeseethedeath

catching the bus
Aug 4, 2018
465
it's my birthday. i'm so sad. i feel so lost. 24 years old. 24 years of suffering. i only want to die. some people pro life say:" you need to stop think like that. think positive or god will put you in hell". how you can explain to these people that the only hell that exists in this world? how you can explain to them that if your problems don't make you life a dignified life you're fucked up? how?
sorry guys. i just wanted some support from y'all. i only enjoy SS in my stupid and useless life
 
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SlackJim

SlackJim

Nothing lasts, but nothing is lost
Sep 30, 2019
226
happy birthday :smiling: you share my grandmothers birthday, take care x. you dont owe any explanations to anyone, go easy on yourself x
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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My gift to you on your birthday is .... I won't cook for you!!! Happy Birthday!!!
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TowerUpright

TowerUpright

Disillusioned
May 26, 2019
602
Pardon my French.. many prolife people just need to shut the fuck up.

I respect the people who are pro-life and offer sdommeaningful suggestions in a way that is both fees might have some wiapproachable and realistic to the other person. Someone who really tried to understand someone's plight. But for those who are the "cheer up!", "Don't be negative", or the worst, "you need Jesus!!", I have no respect for. Jesus is the only answer to the Christian pro-life community, sand they'll tell you that if you ask.

I hope you have a better day tomorrow. Birthday's suck. Horrible reminders of our lives. Remember you have friends here. Pro-choice and even the "good" pro-lifers might have some wisdom. Ping me if you ever want to talk. I'm not on all the time, but I promise to do my best.

*Hug*
 
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domedune

domedune

the stars will aid my escape
Dec 18, 2019
254
Sorry about that, lmstd. They are wrong. There is no hell, and there's not much to explain to a person who believes it unless you're prepared insipid, tiresome debate. It's best not to talk about it to people who don't understand and are too indoctrinated by the life cult to think clearly.
 
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Guizin239

Student
Aug 6, 2019
116
i'm going to be 24 soon as well
happy bday
 
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Meant2Die

Meant2Die

Specialist
Nov 8, 2019
307
Happy Birthday! Please do something nice for yourself today. Treat yourself kindly bc it's clear others in your life are not doing so...and try not to listen to what ignorant, unsympathetic people say. Just say Fuck'em :heart: The experience you're going through is real and it sucks and that's valid.
 
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WallsClosingInn

Member
Dec 8, 2019
42
Happy birthday!you can try and try to explain to some ppl how you feel:heart:,but they will never understand you.at least here you will get understanding and support
 
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Azzy69

Azzy69

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Aug 8, 2019
605
Happy birthday :heart:
 
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BecauseOfMyPurpose

BecauseOfMyPurpose

Member
Nov 13, 2019
38
My "favorite" thing a prolifer has ever said to me was
"You need to have some perspective. Yeah things have been rough for you but think about the people who have it worse."
..... well. If they have it worse than me they probably want to ctb too. And if they don't I commend their strength.
Happy Birthday :heart:
 
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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

Visionary
Oct 6, 2019
2,179
Happy Birthday!

Some people will never understand life is not always "a gift" and that it's quality that matters, not quantity. If you have a low quality of life then it is not a gift, it's a burden.

I hope you find a way to get some pleasure out of your birthday. :heart:

I got drunk and passed out for my birthday this year. :smiling:
 
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MaybeMaybeKnot

MaybeMaybeKnot

No ctrl-z when you ctb
Oct 25, 2019
339
I'm the dyslexic 24, I'm 42. Nothing changes. Pro-lifers feel like it's their duty to project their morality and sense of worth on every single person. I guess I can understand where their heart is, but in their ignorance they do more harm than good. Telling a depressed person that god can help them snap out of it is like saying that to someone having a heart attack. Stay true to yourself, and forget those people. And we're always happy to commiserate with you at SS.
 
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Time

Time

Looking to leave.
Nov 10, 2019
264
Happy birthday, letmeseethedeath! I'm sorry to hear about your situation but I hope that your day gets @ least a little better (especially given all these responses). :heart: :hug:
 
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realjunes

Warlock
Oct 1, 2019
730
it's my birthday. i'm so sad. i feel so lost. 24 years old. 24 years of suffering. i only want to die. some people pro life say:" you need to stop think like that. think positive or god will put you in hell". how you can explain to these people that the only hell that exists in this world? how you can explain to them that if your problems don't make you life a dignified life you're fucked up? how?
sorry guys. i just wanted some support from y'all. i only enjoy SS in my stupid and useless life

Dear Letmese...
You have reversed things and given us a gift today, you have opened up to us with your understandable despair and asked for our support. Thank you for that, and you can see from these responses our gift to you is that support you deserve and need, and I know there will be more. There is no explaining people who make such remarks as the ones you get. Either they are awkward and don't know what else to say, because they cannot offer you support, or they are twisted in their minds to believe scaring someone will magically reverse pain & suffering. Either of these reasons, deserves a "thank you for your opinion but I don't wish to talk with you about this," or preferably you avoid talking about this to anyone other than people like our members who get you. And, lastly, your life is NOT stupid and useless, never was. You are smart enough to be come here where we can all talk together about the scariest things in life in a loving and supportive manner. And your participation and your sharing your fears with others makes you entirely useful to all of us. Last, our gift to you today can be to ban those two totally wrong descriptions of you.
The words Useless and Stupid, pertaining to anyone here are hereby banned ! :)
it's my birthday. i'm so sad. i feel so lost. 24 years old. 24 years of suffering. i only want to die. some people pro life say:" you need to stop think like that. think positive or god will put you in hell". how you can explain to these people that the only hell that exists in this world? how you can explain to them that if your problems don't make you life a dignified life you're fucked up? how?
sorry guys. i just wanted some support from y'all. i only enjoy SS in my stupid and useless life

Dear Letmese...
You have reversed the birthday tradition and today you gifted us as youu have opened up to us with your understandable despair and asked for our support. Thank you for that, and you can see from these responses our gift to you is abundant support you deserve and need, and I know there will be more.
There is no explaining people who make such remarks as the ones you get. Either they are awkward and don't know what else to say, because they cannot offer you support, or they are twisted in their minds to believe scaring someone will magically reverse pain & suffering. Either of these reasons, deserves a "thank you for your opinion but I don't wish to talk with you about this," or preferably you avoid talking about this to anyone other than people like our members who get you.
And, lastly, your life is NOT stupid and useless, never was. You are smart enough to come here where we can all talk together about the scariest things in life in a loving and supportive manner. And your participation and your sharing your fears with others makes you entirely useful to all of us. Last, our gift to you today can be to ban those two totally wrong descriptions of you.
The words Useless and Stupid, pertaining to anyone here are hereby banned ! :)
 
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Hopeindeath!

Elementalist
Dec 7, 2019
800
Happy Birthday! I wish for something good to happen to you before the day ends.
 
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reapandsow918

reapandsow918

Let the waves take me
Nov 6, 2019
191
Happy birthday bro!
I hate this shitty world too
 
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letmeseethedeath

catching the bus
Aug 4, 2018
465
guys really thank you so much for the birthday wishes and all the kind words ❤️ i love you all. unfortunately nothing good happened, my "girlfriend" left me forever and that's breaking my heart. i just wanna die
 
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Time

Time

Looking to leave.
Nov 10, 2019
264
Sorry to hear the news, letmeseethedeath. I'm/we're here if you want to talk, whether you want to ctb or not.

Off topic & I meant to say this earlier but: Great avatar, seems to be on point. :heart::hug: :aw:
 
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letmeseethedeath

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Moonicide

Moonicide

ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
Nov 19, 2019
802
Happy Belated Birthday, love.

I understand where you're coming from. When I had turned 18 all I did was lay in bed and cry... I think at such a young age I already knew my life was over, but I kept killing time and trying all the options that were available before I went down the ctb route. Just know you are valid, your emotions are valid, and I am so sorry you were invalidated when you did try to open up about your struggles.

We are here to support you, and we are listening. :heart:
 
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letmeseethedeath

letmeseethedeath

catching the bus
Aug 4, 2018
465
thank you so much for the support ❤️ y'all are really kind
 
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