Russian roulette, anyone else?

[stilhavinightmares]

Not with a gun (no access), but with pills. I take them in large quantities hoping for death but knowing it also might not kill me. Does anyone else do this? Self poisoning? Or maybe using a different method?

 

[breezeboy]

You lost me at "not with a gun". I clicked on this expecting an invitation to play lol

 

[StaringIntoAnAbyss]

Would def be fun but for me the thing is that for pills to kill you need like a decent amount (depending on what you take). And ig that then or you die or you get pretty fucking sick. I personally do it with cycling and other sports might sounds stupid but I can't get a drivers license since I'm in therapy and in my country they need to talk to your therapist then, and since I dont say when I am going to kill my self they won't give it.

 

[sklvlp999]

I've done it hoping it would but there's a certain amount that would be playing russian roulette def

 

[iusedtobehappy]

You lost me at "not with a gun". I clicked on this expecting an invitation to play lol

So did I.

 

[rozeske]

No, not really. OD rarely works and for me what gives me comfort is doing something that is proved to be fatal enough to put me out of my misery.

 

[stilhavinightmares]

You lost me at "not with a gun". I clicked on this expecting an invitation to play lol

So did I.

LMFAO I'm so sorry; I wish I could change the title

I've done it hoping it would but there's a certain amount that would be playing russian roulette def

No, not really. OD rarely works and for me what gives me comfort is doing something that is proved to be fatal enough to put me out of my misery.

Would def be fun but for me the thing is that for pills to kill you need like a decent amount (depending on what you take). And ig that then or you die or you get pretty fucking sick. I personally do it with cycling and other sports might sounds stupid but I can't get a drivers license since I'm in therapy and in my country they need to talk to your therapist then, and since I dont say when I am going to kill my self they won't give it.

It doesn't sound stupid.

I hear you all. I usually will take a shit ton that I've stockpiled and only ones that will knock me out so I don't have to have too much of a hard time with unwanted symptoms (or feel bad enough that I end up at a hospital)

 

[Miku _fanboy101]

Not with a gun (no access), but with pills. I take them in large quantities hoping for death but knowing it also might not kill me. Does anyone else do this? Self poisoning? Or maybe using a different method?

Yeah I do the same! I take it with melatonin so I get like super high/sick and then pass tf out

 

[StaringIntoAnAbyss]

It doesn't sound stupid.

I hear you all. I usually will take a shit ton that I've stockpiled and only ones that will knock me out so I don't have to have too much of a hard time with unwanted symptoms (or feel bad enough that I end up at a hospital)

Not judging bro just be careful would be shit to end up in the opposite place of where you want to be :)

 

[stilhavinightmares]

Not judging bro just be careful would be shit to end up in the opposite place of where you want to be :)

I appreciate that, love to you