toseeyousmile
Member
- Nov 23, 2020
- 80
I did some research on running away as a young adult to see if it's something I can practically do if I don't want to ctb because of SI and I got a couple of plans and one of them is even decent tbh. Yet I'm still on the fence about what I would do if I reached that point. At best, what I could do is live away from my family and work some min. Wage job which is fine because I'm not looking for anything in particular in life, that's the problem. I have nowhere to go or anything I'd want, I'd just be shit on and feel bad or be forced to cope because I'm not participating and got left behind by the hypergamy nature of the world, of the rat race on who is the most successful and whatnot. So either I ctb or this, not looking good tbh. But maybe I'm missing something, that one day I can be "fixed" and I'll find what it is I wanna do in life or something idk... yeah I'm not so sure unfortunately...