
SecretDissociation
Suicide enthusiast
- Sep 11, 2022
- 247
Holy fuck I've been trying to find the sweet spot for a good five hours and I've somehow broken capillaries in my neck and almost given myself rope burn which is just dandy isn't it. I've been trying for fucking YEARS (two years now) to hang myself partially and its literally fucking impossible??? Am I too fat? Am I so fat my neck is too full of fat??? I tried to just ignore the part where my head hurts and feels like its exploding but because I'm putting pressure on my larynx its impossible to hold the position (not to mention the last time I managed to dozed off I woke up with a fucking headache and my whole face felt like it was about to fall off.
CAN SOMEONE JUST FUCKING SEDATE ME PLEASE?? I cant do this. Next thing you know I'll be jumping off beachy head and I'll survive and be a vegetable my whole fucking life.
CAN SOMEONE JUST FUCKING SEDATE ME PLEASE?? I cant do this. Next thing you know I'll be jumping off beachy head and I'll survive and be a vegetable my whole fucking life.