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Sam772

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Jan 17, 2022
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Gooday

Everything when downhill last year, I spent Alittle over a month in hospital for type 1 Diabetes, which was a very traumatic experience and then when I went out of hospital things went worse, I was met with many bills and I had lost all the jobs I had prior to being hospitalized, everything went downhill from there I lost everything and found myself sleeping in my car and lost the car aswell, I was forced to sell it. Its been a downhill from mid last year, December I sold my laptop I was desperate and I decided I will CTB to end all my pain, after some thought I have decided to give life 1 more try, just 1 last fight and if I fail Ill CTB, I have daughter's so if I CTB they will suffer and that's not fair, anyway I can't work because I sold my laptop, only if I could have a second hand laptop I'd start working on getting my life back in place, I'd use it mostly for internet marketing and freelance programing, I know if I can work hard for 6months straight I can get my life back in order. It's crazy that something so insignificant to another can play a very big role to someone else, but let's see how this chapter will go
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Maybe threads about giving life one more try belong more in the recovery section, but anyway it really does sound so incredibly awful what you've been through. It's such a cruel existence where all of this endless suffering is even able to exist and it's so incredibly unfair how so many in this world suffer through no fault of their own. I wish you the best of luck.
 
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Sam772

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Jan 17, 2022
18
Maybe threads about giving life one more try belong more in the recovery section, but anyway it really does sound so incredibly awful what you've been through. It's such a cruel existence where all of this endless suffering is even able to exist and it's so incredibly unfair how so many in this world suffer through no fault of their own. I wish you the best of luck.
Thank you..sorry for wrong section
 

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