Right now I just want to hang myself

[FireFox]

I just want to grab my long scarf that I brought from Venice and to drap around my neck hanging from the sliver curtain bar in the living room. Before I do I want a barricade my living room door.

No more pain and mental pain anymore.

 

[Lunareonn]

If you do end up doing it, which don't if you're not ready, see you on the other side sibling
Good luck either way.

 

[Sakura94]

Not sure if you're still up. But It's late Fox, you've had awful week. Please just sleep and rest tonight.

 

[FuneralCry]

I envy those with the courage for this method and of course it's really understandable just wishing to be gone. I certainly admire those who manage to overcome the difficulties involved in suicide and as a result freeing themselves from this hellish world. But it does make suicide sound so much easier than it actually is when you hear of all these people succeeding with it.

 

[wanttodie]

I just want to grab my long scarf that I brought from Venice and to drap around my neck hanging from the sliver curtain bar in the living room. Before I do I want a barricade my living room door.

No more pain and mental pain anymore.

me to I just want to hang myself

 

[bubo]

I envy those with the courage for this method and of course it's really understandable just wishing to be gone. I certainly admire those who manage to overcome the difficulties involved in suicide and as a result freeing themselves from this hellish world. But it does make suicide sound so much easier than it actually is when you hear of all these people succeeding with it.

I seriously agree. In movies it sounds like they just tie a rope to their neck and ceiling fan and it's all over in 2 seconds or they make a small cut on their wrist and boom! They bleed to death. I wish suicide was like that in reality, imagine all the tortured souls who could finally be released, the torture souls that could finally be freed, but yet it's not how reality works. It's a childish way of putting it but reality just sucks, there's seriously nothing in reality for anyone to enjoy.

 

[crimson blue]

I'm sorry you feel this way, I feel the same way too.

 

[Kurushii]

Please take care of yourself FireFox. But if you do choose to leave, I hope it's peaceful.