dollofyarn
New Member
- Dec 15, 2025
- 4
hello.
I used to use this website a lot aroundmore than a year ago and I eventually deleted it because I wanted to try to focus on healing. (This didn't work since I ended up in the hospital after a failed attempt) after that I felt like things were getting a tiny bit better for me but I am in the gutter once again. No friends, just fired from my job so no income, my boyfriend secretly dislikes the fuck out of me, my home situation is terrible and my mom begs me to find another place to live (I don't have the money) and I don't go to school nor do I find any joy in anything.
I'm stuck and the only thing I can think of is ending it. I don't think there's any hope for someone like me. My bpd and autism make me suffer and make me feel alienated from the rest of this stupid world everyday. I never liked this miserable planet anyway.
I used to use this website a lot aroundmore than a year ago and I eventually deleted it because I wanted to try to focus on healing. (This didn't work since I ended up in the hospital after a failed attempt) after that I felt like things were getting a tiny bit better for me but I am in the gutter once again. No friends, just fired from my job so no income, my boyfriend secretly dislikes the fuck out of me, my home situation is terrible and my mom begs me to find another place to live (I don't have the money) and I don't go to school nor do I find any joy in anything.
I'm stuck and the only thing I can think of is ending it. I don't think there's any hope for someone like me. My bpd and autism make me suffer and make me feel alienated from the rest of this stupid world everyday. I never liked this miserable planet anyway.
