
diseasedstreetcat
Member
- Nov 8, 2023
- 14
Hello, i used to post on this forum two years ago, and since then i have overcome my depression. I'm back because i have realized that despite being autonomous and able now, there is nothing in life that will ever justify the suffering i go through. Nothing could happen to me that would make it worth it to stay living. Life at it's best does not even come close to matching itself at it's worse.
Back then, i used to post about religious trauma and being afraid of hell. That is true now, but i'm finally starting to breach through the idea that hell is simply something made up by people to control other people. Regardless, when i picture myself at the edge of a building's roof, i still feel afraid. thankfully less so than before, but i still feel afraid. I don't want to be tied to this fear anymore. i don't want to have to suffer in the name of fear.
if anyone has any resources about debunking the idea of afterlife and hell it'd be greatly appreciated. Suicide doesn't have to be a bad ending, it's just an ending. There is reason for most of us to stay alive, but not all of us. Thank you.
Back then, i used to post about religious trauma and being afraid of hell. That is true now, but i'm finally starting to breach through the idea that hell is simply something made up by people to control other people. Regardless, when i picture myself at the edge of a building's roof, i still feel afraid. thankfully less so than before, but i still feel afraid. I don't want to be tied to this fear anymore. i don't want to have to suffer in the name of fear.
if anyone has any resources about debunking the idea of afterlife and hell it'd be greatly appreciated. Suicide doesn't have to be a bad ending, it's just an ending. There is reason for most of us to stay alive, but not all of us. Thank you.