DeathSaves

DeathSaves

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I'm currently locked up in a Drug Rehab Facility -- they're affiliated with the NA and AA brainwash groups. Theoretically speaking, they want me to leave here soon, and they're even giving me a private room and internet access - although uh i'm not sure they aren't merely deceiving me. I'm trying to look for other methods of getting out of here, but since ithey're probably not letting me out of here unless they manage to brainwash me, i've been considering putting an end to it all.

I've read about chinese people killing themselves by overdosing on salt. I've managed to steal 1kg of salt from the kitchen, and i spend the nights alone. Does anyone got info on what would happen in case i just swallowed all salt i could, and how long it would take for me to die? Also, would staying two days without drinking any water make dying faster?
 
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Worndown

Worndown

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Death can result if medical intervention is not forthcoming.
Bad news, you are in a hospital. They will notice.
 
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VikingWinger

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I think it'll be hard to do there as its not instant.
 
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JadedGray

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I heard about a young woman overdosing on soy sauce. The high sodium content caused her to go into cardiac arrest, similar to college students drinking too many Red Bulls while studying and overdosing from the caffeine. Not a pleasant way to go, since you would have to drink a lot to cause death and you wouldn't be able to take benzos since they could cause you to pass out before you've consumed enough.
 
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DeathSaves

DeathSaves

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Death can result if medical intervention is not forthcoming.
Bad news, you are in a hospital. They will notice.

I'm asking how long it'd take because i can spend about 8-16 hours alone in my room. All i need to do is swallow A LOT of salt and maybe food, and then...
Also, i'm willing to go two-three days without drinking water to hasten things up.
 
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alizee

alizee

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Where are you located and how are they keeping you there against your will?
Seems really odd, I would just grab something and smash the window of the room and jump if desperate or leave if close to ground from window.
 
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DeathSaves

DeathSaves

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Where are you located and how are they keeping you there against your will?
Seems really odd, I would just grab something and smash the window of the room and jump if desperate or leave if close to ground from window.

I'm in south america, and the rehab facility is more like a private-owned prison.
I don't think anobody can help me... Been trying to find help in leaving this place for months. Besides, my only living parent has money, and so does his family; i'm afraid they'd just chase me, somehow.

I tried asking friends for help. They said they would, but i think they were just being "kind". I think they believe i'm just lying. Worst, i think one of the people whom i know might be saying that i'm lying because he does't want others to give me any attention, because That One wants all attention for one's self.

In the end, i think i'd have to either die or disappear and change identities to actually be able to be safe again. I do wish somebody could save me, but nobody cares, in the end. I have the overall feeling that the more i talk the less others listen or CARE about what's going on, and i ḿ always foolish, i keep talking and people keep getting away, listening less and less as time goes by.

Nobody seems to want to rescue me or to help me irl. I might be playing the fool's part into talking here, as well.

I won't deny it, it's not that i want to die, it's just that i'm afraid of what will happen to me the next day. Dying might be the least worst option... I think i should just die while i still have enough room for killing myself. I dunno for how long i'll have it.
 
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DeathSaves

DeathSaves

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Bump. Still requesting info on how fast will eating a lot of salt kill me.
I'm a civilized idiot. Fighting for life sounds stupid beyond reason, i'd rather just catch the bus and get the eff outta here.
 
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editredit22

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Drink soy sauce but look up it has risks with ppl who tried. A lady ended up as a vegetable agter trearmenr. And theres acute treatment <24h and nonacute >24 h so depends if ur heart gives out in 24h or so before being discovered.
 
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alizee

alizee

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Jul 22, 2018
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Honestly, I think the best decision you should consider is escaping from there and pursuing a method that's more likely to produce the results you desire. You could literally drink water until you die but the likelihood is close to zero and specifically in the situation of a third world country that literally has fuck all power over a person labeled ill to themselves.
 
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Tabbyql

Tabbyql

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Mar 13, 2019
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Oh my god, I have done this a couple of times. Not to ctb but as part of my eating disorder. Both times I had a whole cup of salt, and I have never felt so bad in my entire life, and the puking so much I just lay on the floor in my own puke couldn't move. I would think it would be an awful way to go please don't.
 
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Marz

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Aug 3, 2018
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I'm in south america, and the rehab facility is more like a private-owned prison.
I don't think anobody can help me... Been trying to find help in leaving this place for months. Besides, my only living parent has money, and so does his family; i'm afraid they'd just chase me, somehow.

I tried asking friends for help. They said they would, but i think they were just being "kind". I think they believe i'm just lying. Worst, i think one of the people whom i know might be saying that i'm lying because he does't want others to give me any attention, because That One wants all attention for one's self.

In the end, i think i'd have to either die or disappear and change identities to actually be able to be safe again. I do wish somebody could save me, but nobody cares, in the end. I have the overall feeling that the more i talk the less others listen or CARE about what's going on, and i ḿ always foolish, i keep talking and people keep getting away, listening less and less as time goes by.

Nobody seems to want to rescue me or to help me irl. I might be playing the fool's part into talking here, as well.

I won't deny it, it's not that i want to die, it's just that i'm afraid of what will happen to me the next day. Dying might be the least worst option... I think i should just die while i still have enough room for killing myself. I dunno for how long i'll have it.

¿de qué parte eres?
 
DeathSaves

DeathSaves

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Oh my god, I have done this a couple of times. Not to ctb but as part of my eating disorder. Both times I had a whole cup of salt, and I have never felt so bad in my entire life, and the puking so much I just lay on the floor in my own puke couldn't move. I would think it would be an awful way to go please don't.

I do want to live... I don't want to be turned into a victim of the drug inquisition that hunts those willing to study mankind's mind and who ain't even interested in the powers that come with such knowledge, just want the knowledge for love of science...

But my very father wants to label me a psycho and somehow get me forever monitored and unable to live my own life. I'm trying to find solutions for this, but i wonder if they'll work...

An archetypical Child somehow seems threatening to today's world... It likely has something to do with children still being able to love, and the fact that maybe this might be defining years of a coming age... But then again, i'm just sleepy and talking a lot of emotional things after watching the Madoka movie...

On the other hand, somehow i doubt this will end well unless someone fixes things. People seem far more than willing to ruin my life.

¿de qué parte eres?

Brazil. I must admit i accept getting rescued from the dungeon i'm locked in. As in, getting juridically rescued...
 
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Marz

Marz

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Aug 3, 2018
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Brazil. I must admit i accept getting rescued from the dungeon i'm locked in. As in, getting juridically rescued...

I'm Venezuelan living in Argentina
Nobody deserves to be imprisoned like that, not for such a thing. Are you sure they will not let you go? There was a case of a gypsie spanish girl who was kidnapped by her father after she refused to marry at 13 and brought her to England without letting her go back to Spain unless she got married. She made a video about it and it got a lot of reception and she's now getting help. I'm not saying it will be possible in your case, just that in this day and age many things are.
But taking into account how pathetic and corrupt police is in our continent I mean...
 
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Nova

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May 26, 2018
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I'm currently locked up in a Drug Rehab Facility -- they're affiliated with the NA and AA brainwash groups. Theoretically speaking, they want me to leave here soon, and they're even giving me a private room and internet access - although uh i'm not sure they aren't merely deceiving me. I'm trying to look for other methods of getting out of here, but since ithey're probably not letting me out of here unless they manage to brainwash me, i've been considering putting an end to it all.
Can't you just play the game ? Tell them what they want to hear until they let you free.
 
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headinghome

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Apr 11, 2019
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Where are you located and how are they keeping you there against your will?
Seems really odd, I would just grab something and smash the window of the room and jump if desperate or leave if close to ground from window.
smash a window and jump? this would get you transferred to long term psych ward
 
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alizee

alizee

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Jul 22, 2018
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smash a window and jump? this would get you transferred to long term psych ward
Seems like OP is already in a situation that's similar to a psych ward. I cannot see how OP's human rights are not being violated and while being sane. Damaging something is reasonable if it's blocking the person from leaving and when the people there won't let the person go.
 
Jake.123

Jake.123

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smash a window and jump? this would get you transferred to long term psych ward
They dont leave things with you capable of smashing windows its supposed to be "suicide proof" of couse its not... people manage to ctb but its quite hard and u have to be inventive from what ive heard
 
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DeathSaves

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This is it. Either someone proposes to save me, love and adopt me (i know, quite demanding, but desires are such a genderless metaphorical bitch), or i'm giving up. I think this has to do with economics, and the fact that humans are bred with the idea that they should live no matter how shitty and hypocritical life is is stupid.

I won't deny it, i want to live. But neither will i deny this, there's no way left for me to live.
Better just to catch the fucking bus and quit this stupid life. Maybe in my next one people won't be such a bunch of fucked up war-craving humonkeys.
 
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TAW122

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Yeah I don't think the salt method will work mainly because it takes a lot of time and ability to for your body to override it's SI (not puking and what not). Then on top of that, being in a hospital means that medical professionals are able to save you very quickly, thus greatly reducing your chances of successfully CTB'ing. My recommendation would be to get out of the hospital environment and then look for means to CTB as you would have more freedom and options outside of a controlled environment.
 
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DeathSaves

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@magonetrix eu estou na região centro-oeste, preso em cristalina-go!!!

Você... Você pode me ajudar!? Ou me arranjando um advogado, ou ligando pra defensoria pública de brasília pra mim!?

Yeah I don't think the salt method will work mainly because it takes a lot of time and ability to for your body to override it's SI (not puking and what not). Then on top of that, being in a hospital means that medical professionals are able to save you very quickly, thus greatly reducing your chances of successfully CTB'ing. My recommendation would be to get out of the hospital environment and then look for means to CTB as you would have more freedom and options outside of a controlled environment.

I've been thinking about this... I might as well just leave and die of starvation and dehydration.
 
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Oppenheimer

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Apr 7, 2019
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Brazil. I must admit i accept getting rescued from the dungeon i'm locked in. As in, getting juridically rescued...

I´m from Brazil too. I think it would be more efficient if you get your hands on Sodium Nitrite, it´s available here. Nembutal I don´t think so.
 
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EternalSanction

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Very interresting. Does it describe how painful it is in the article ?
Not exactly. From my knowledge, you're likely to experience stomach cramps and nausea.
If you're interested read through some of the SN method threads, experiences and painfulness have been discussed there.
 
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Not exactly. From my knowledge, you're likely to experience stomach cramps and nausea.
If you're interested read through some of the SN method threads, experiences and painfulness have been discussed there.
I was asking more about the salt overdose. Do they work by the same mechanism ?
 
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magonetrix

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@magonetrix eu estou na região centro-oeste, preso em cristalina-go!!!

Você... Você pode me ajudar!? Ou me arranjando um advogado, ou ligando pra defensoria pública de brasília pra mim!?



I've been thinking about this... I might as well just leave and die of starvation and dehydration.
Posso tentar te ajudar sim, eu moro perto na verdade. Brasília.... minha mãe tem 1 amiga q mora ai em Cristalina as vezes ele vai ai por causa das cachoeiras... posso ver oq posso fazer seria bom 1 email pra contato
 
DeathSaves

DeathSaves

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Question: does the forum allow conversations in other languages than english?

Posso tentar te ajudar sim, eu moro perto na verdade. Brasília.... minha mãe tem 1 amiga q mora ai em Cristalina as vezes ele vai ai por causa das cachoeiras... posso ver oq posso fazer seria bom 1 email pra contato

Te mandei uma MP.

edit: Eu tentei mandar, mas só dá pra enviar MP pra alguém se a pessoa tiver 5 ou mais mensagens...
No meio tempo, vamos conversando, até pra aumentar seu número de mensagens: acha que tem como tentar conseguir um advogado?
 
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