Great. Now my boyfriend is acting distant to me. He hardly talks to me yet he's always online
we are long distance and before he's posted how tired he is of me. I am hurting so much I wish I was worthy of being loved and cared like others are. I will never experience that. This is why I want to ctb I am just very worthless person. I shouldn't be here. even friends I message just ignore me after awhile. I am drowning in loneliness
Long-distance relationships are hard. I've been there, done that! My girlfriend and I were together every day during college, but then when we moved to different cities, we slowly drifted apart.
Does he know what you're going through? If he does, and he's still ignoring you, ditch the jerk. I've read some of your posts, and you deserve so much better. Be single for a time, take up a hobby, spend time with your female friends. I'm assuming you're female. If you're a gay dude, spend some time with some platonic friends. It helps, and for me, a few months of hanging out with friends, going out and hooking up with strangers set me straight. Now I've been with my current girlfriend for 11 years!
Everyone has the right to CTB any time they choose. But if you're feeling unloved, maybe it's not you. Maybe it's him.