Relationships are not a game

[don't want it]

I feel anger, sadness and despair over my good times with this person whom I really loved. Relationships are not a game. Human feelings are not a game. Suicide because of my emotions because of someone who sold me after I loved him with all my heart and he is now treating me coldly. It breaks my heart.
My life partner sold me cheaply, he is not human , I want to end my life because it , I have pain pain

 

[Sister of the Moon]

Sorry to hear you are feeling this way. I'd just like to reassure you that almost everyone goes through this at some point in their lives. I did too recently and let me tell you I was absolutely broken. People are all too selfish and don't care about the hearts they break, they just carry on with their own lives while you have to find a way to fix the trail of destruction they left behind.

Nobody who treats you badly is worth ending your life over. Yes it does seem that way now because you're hurting. It can be a long path to heal but it's most definitely possible. It doesn't happen overnight but I promise you it does get easier. Only a few weeks ago I was absolutely wanting to curl up and die, but I also knew enough was enough and to get the hell away from someone who was so cruel, under the guise of 'love'.

I know it's easy to read this and think yeah right. I did too when people said it would get better. I didn't believe them, because they don't realise the bond was so close, yet so emotionally abusive. It feels like I've lost part of my soul, my lifelong friend, all our lovely memories. I lost touch with myself, and have to find myself again, and making progress every day without that toxicity in my life. If I can do it, I believe many can, including yourself. Sending you hugs, and may you heal well. Bless.

 

[botanormal]

I definitely share the same feelings as @Sister of the Moon! When I went through my last break up, it left me feeling so hopeless, especially because I thought I had finally found my 'soulmate'. My relationships (in general, not just romantically) usually end up with me getting hurt, so when it happened again I thought there must just be something wrong with me. Unfortunately the only thing that got me to feel differently was time, but now that I've gone through a year without him, I can see the situation clearly for what it was. He was a jealous, manipulative asshole, and I didn't deserve what he put me through. Just like you don't deserve what your partner is putting you through, whatever that may be. I hope you're able to put some distance between yourself & him and find yourself again. You deserve so much love!

 

[FuneralCry]

It really does sound painful feeling so trapped in that situation, I certainly do believe that humans are responsible for so much of the torment that is experienced in this world and very sadly exists. But it certainly is awful how people can act in such a cruel way and just create more harm, you simply cannot trust people anyway so it really doesn't surprise me that so many decide to ctb to free themselves from this hellish world that is made much worse by the way that humans treat others.