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- Apr 17, 2024
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Yesterday when I posted I will quit this website, I was sleep deprived while I also had taken too many medications and Xanax.
I keep trying to blame others for my unhappiness and depression, but today after I woke up, I realized again, the source of all my problems isā¦ me.. haha. I cannot live with myself. I wish I did not wake up.
I want this suffering to end, but the suffering will not end with quitting this site. I was wrong again.
Thank you for all the kind messages anyways. I felt support and care for a second.
And I was wondering if anyone from Netherlands can talk to me?? Pls send me a message![Loudly crying face :sob: š](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f62d.png)
![Loudly crying face :sob: š](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f62d.png)
I keep trying to blame others for my unhappiness and depression, but today after I woke up, I realized again, the source of all my problems isā¦ me.. haha. I cannot live with myself. I wish I did not wake up.
I want this suffering to end, but the suffering will not end with quitting this site. I was wrong again.
Thank you for all the kind messages anyways. I felt support and care for a second.
And I was wondering if anyone from Netherlands can talk to me?? Pls send me a message
![Loudly crying face :sob: š](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f62d.png)
![Loudly crying face :sob: š](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f62d.png)