Discussion Regretting too late

[Neverod]

There are some posts of people regretting going with their choice to ctb too late (not going to name anyone), and it makes me feel bad to see someone going in despair and regret, so, i'm going to explain something about ourselves: We can think whatever we want about ourselves, that in certain situation we'll act in X way or we will do this and that, but in reality the chances of acting differently are very high, but we don't want to see that and to think about it, because no one likes to be "weak" or to realise they can't go on with certain plan, to escape from a dangerous situation or to back up in the last moments. So, my recommendation: Even if you are a 100% sure that you are going to ctb, have a backup, cellphone ready to call emergency, antidotes, or w/e that could help you to get out of that situation, unless you want to go with unpleasant feelings, your choice ofc.

You are not weak for backing up, you are weak because you don't follow your desires and continue doing something you don't want.

 

[CrushedHopes]

I shan't call for emergency services. I want out. Period. I shall prepare a second SN glass for backup, even though it is highly unlikely that I would survive with the first SN glass.

 

[Stan]

I think I just regret my timing. Should have done it when I first properly realised that this was the solution. Can't go back in time now but it is a regret.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

It's a fair point. And it's tough to make a rational decision when things aren't yet that bad, even if you know they will be one day.
Then when that day comes it's too late and you ate deaperate. I know that feeling.

 

[noctiva]

Regrets in life are what usually hold people back from building a future. People try so hard to live in the past to right the wrongs that they fuck up their here and now, and by extension their future.

(Personal regrets, and usually I'm really not a lewd person, but one thing I really regret not doing is.. I never sat on his face. There. Laugh all you want. (I'm sorry if that is really inappropriate, feel free to delete this mods!))

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

A 2nd glass of SN will be my back up though I dont think I need it because I'll make myself sure that the first glass is the last. No phones. I will turn it off in case SI kicks in. I'll study every detail of this method so I won't fail. I'm tired of failures. I want to exit this world succeeding in the last thing I do. I'm too determined to end this life and that will be the happiest day.

 

[CrushedHopes]

A 2nd glass of SN will be my back up though I dont think I need it because I'll make myself sure that the first glass is the last. No phones. I will turn it off in case SI kicks in. I'll study every detail of this method so I won't fail. I'm tired of failures. I want to exit this world succeeding in the last thing I do. I'm too determined to end this life and that will be the happiest day.

You spoke my mind, pal. My life's fucked up beyond repair. If I can't even take matters into my own hands and succeed in terminating myself, then I'd be wasting the rest of my life away full of regrets. 50 or 60 years of fucking regrets is a looooooooooooooooong way to go (assuming that I have about 70-80 years of lifespan if I chose to let myself live). No, thank you. I'm ending it ASAP.

 

[TearyEyedQueen]

I'd spare myself a lot of pain had I done it at 16. I'd be young enough that it's considered tragic and I wish I had the courage back then.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Please, be 100% sure that you want to die before drinking SN because there could be no coming back. Regret after drinking it can be a hell.