Venting Regret

[Desperate_Soul]

I regret not listening to her before I dug myself deeper into depression.
I regret making my problem her problem when she already had enough on her plate.
I regret leaning on her for support only to push her away when she tried helping.
I regret drinking and putting my anger out on her when she didn't deserve that.
I regret telling her that I am suicidal and making her worry about me.
I regret not believing all the positive things she kept telling me about myself.
I regret many things and more, but the one regret I don't have was meeting her.
I miss her, but I keep telling myself it's better just to believe that I'm already dead.

 

[Ben]

I regret not listening to her before I dug myself deeper into depression.
I regret making my problem her problem when she already had enough on her plate.
I regret leaning on her for support only to push her away when she tried helping.
I regret drinking and putting my anger out on her when she didn't deserve that.
I regret telling her that I am suicidal and making her worry about me.
I regret not believing all the positive things she kept telling me about myself.
I regret many things and more, but the one regret I don't have was meeting her.
I miss her, but I keep telling myself it's better just to believe that I'm already dead.

I don't regret being a part of this community with you

I'm sorry for all your pain. Much love friend. I'm here if you want to vent more.