
brokenspirited
Great Mage
- May 20, 2025
- 534
I will commit suicide today and I feel at peace.
I'm happier with this realization, despite how morbid what I'm about to do is. I've been holding out for as long as I can for various reasons, but recent circumstances have left me no choice, but I'm glad everything happened as it did as it forced my hand into this. I won't leave behind a suicide note though. Probably I will go around the city to enjoy my final hours and then do the act.
A few final thoughts.
I don't care. I don't care about the grief left behind by my demise. I certainly don't care about unfulfilled dreams and the hole that is left from my absence in people's lives. I just want an out, and this was the only way I knew how. I'm so happy, you have no idea.
PS: I have few wants in life, and attention isn't one of those. I was bullied during my high school and it has made me attention-averse. I understand this post will probably garner some reception, but I want some space to express my final thoughts and as I've said, I won't be leaving behind a suicide note. But really, either way, whatever people think, I don't really care anymore. I don't want any help and I certainly won't be opening this account again after posting it, and I won't be able to read replies as well.