erehbus
Member
- Oct 1, 2019
- 27
I feel that one of the most difficult thing on my recovery has been my inbality to trust, and as such connect, with anyone. Even when I can convince myself out of all the other bad thoughts, out of hating myself absolutely, out of thinking myself as useless, in the end I can't feel any true connection with anyone, believe they like me or support me because I feel like I am no longer able to trust people... I even feel that the antecipation of the betrayal is what hurts me nowadays, because I know the betrayal will happen.
What about you guys? Do you feel anything similar?
What about you guys? Do you feel anything similar?