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bunnyhugs
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- Jun 1, 2024
- 18
Okay, how bad is dying by SN, really? Are we ever going to get a more humane way to CTB?
I have everything ready to go. SN, proper AEs, benzos, etc. Had honestly a lovely life, filled with wonderful people, but a series of psychiatric hospitalizations and debilitating medications have taken the fight out of me. I've tried a lot of things to get better. I'm truly ready to go.
I've read most of the threads of people who've taken SN and been rescued, and the comprehensive thread of successful/unsuccessful attempts.
But still, I'm TERRIFIED of what it will feel like. Some of those threads have described such awful effects (gurgling, seizures, etc), that I wish I hadn't read them. Cause that fear is pretty much the only thing that stops me. I know there's nothing better right now, but do we ever think there will be?
I don't even know what I'm asking for here, but maybe for someone to give me comfort that if I do choose the SN method, it might not be a horrible, choking, gasping, death. Thanks yall.
I have everything ready to go. SN, proper AEs, benzos, etc. Had honestly a lovely life, filled with wonderful people, but a series of psychiatric hospitalizations and debilitating medications have taken the fight out of me. I've tried a lot of things to get better. I'm truly ready to go.
I've read most of the threads of people who've taken SN and been rescued, and the comprehensive thread of successful/unsuccessful attempts.
But still, I'm TERRIFIED of what it will feel like. Some of those threads have described such awful effects (gurgling, seizures, etc), that I wish I hadn't read them. Cause that fear is pretty much the only thing that stops me. I know there's nothing better right now, but do we ever think there will be?
I don't even know what I'm asking for here, but maybe for someone to give me comfort that if I do choose the SN method, it might not be a horrible, choking, gasping, death. Thanks yall.