1. My brain is damaged. I have no faith in being able to fix it. I know my brain will probably stay the way it is, rotten and non-neurotypical till the day i die. Chances for advancement in technology allowing to actually really fix it seem very low to me.
2. I have no faith in humans. My brain is rotten but at least not where in the part where it helped me realize the nature of humans. I know realize and understand things I didn't understand before. I think of most things normies take seriously as laughable. I am very certain of that. Humans are shit in general, as am I.
To be honest if my brain was good I might have had a will to live, but with all of these combined death keeps whispering in my ear all the time.
Life is shit, this world is shit.
2. I have no faith in humans. My brain is rotten but at least not where in the part where it helped me realize the nature of humans. I know realize and understand things I didn't understand before. I think of most things normies take seriously as laughable. I am very certain of that. Humans are shit in general, as am I.
To be honest if my brain was good I might have had a will to live, but with all of these combined death keeps whispering in my ear all the time.
Life is shit, this world is shit.
