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JuzoXIII

JuzoXIII

Lone Ranger
Jul 18, 2019
6
Sigh. I used to have so many reasons to kill myself. Like life is just bashing onto me. Now, well idk. It's just that instead of having so many reason to die, i have no reason to live. I feel empty. I mean the feeling of being numb and empty comes now and then but i just don't seem to find any reason to live. I feel my entire existence is just a failure and burden. like I'm not needed anymore. Sigh. im just fucked up. 8 Years through this and I'm still the same with no progress to die or to live.
 
KLUF

KLUF

Member
Jun 16, 2020
70
You feel this way not because you have no reason to live. It's because you have no reason to have a reason to live. Why should you anyway? You didn't ask for your birth.
Sigh, I know the struggle, not knowing what to do...

Gonna be straightforward, I see 3 ways out of it:
  1. Finding purpose (actually not hard as it sounds, for example learning a new language to meet new interesting people)
  2. Living an average life until dying of old age
  3. CTB
Good luck!
 

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