Venting Realzing how damaged you are

[xonnia]

So last night i was stabbed in the chest via someone i trusted more than, well more than anyone... and its got me realizing now just how fucked i am... in that sense. I suspect everyone is fucking me over, lying etc.. i knew it was issue but right now its at an all time high.... I have to see my parents later so i'm fighting to stay sober but after that i have every intention of of some jager/whiskey and self harm to release the flood of pain

 

[undertherainbow]

I feel the same way after therapy. I'm drinking now in preparation for tomorrow's session...cheers

 

[bunny]

i've been in hospitals since age 13. i disappeared from society. all i know is psychiatry. no one can understand me but those that have gone through it, but there is no solution to being institutionalized for so long