LunarPyotr
Похорони меня возле МКАДа
- Jul 4, 2020
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Today I was video calling with my parents and after ending it, I was just glad that I just didn't explode at them.
"When should we can except some grandchildren?" "There is an plumber company nearby and they could take you in if you just call them" "You should really begin to date someone or you'll die alone"
Fck You!
I know that even my grandma had children when she was 19 but it's not my fault that the world is so fucked up and I just stopped dating anyone due to my past experiences.
And how should I find a job when I'm injured?
Also why are you so supportive but have been abusive before?
That's why I decided to move out ASAP back in 2014.
They of curse were not happy of this and when they found out that the guy who lives with me was black, they just were acting like some KKK members.
Basically they said something like "Don't spend too much time with him or he'll lead you on the wrong path" and "Do you lock your stuff away when you leave the apartment? He could steal something from you".
Yeah, it's not like there are white or Asian folks, who were born in Germany and are steeling stuff
I sometimes wonder why I try to keep going instead of just giving up and try to commit suicide again.
Maybe after "doing it", I would be reborn in a different world, full of blissful moments and a loving wife.
An world with nice parents, an normal sister and where I don't go through the whole crap.
Well, there is one way to find it out and there's a risk that I would just float in a world full of nothingness or maybe just end up "spawning" in hell.
One day I'll definitely find that out
"When should we can except some grandchildren?" "There is an plumber company nearby and they could take you in if you just call them" "You should really begin to date someone or you'll die alone"
Fck You!
I know that even my grandma had children when she was 19 but it's not my fault that the world is so fucked up and I just stopped dating anyone due to my past experiences.
And how should I find a job when I'm injured?
Also why are you so supportive but have been abusive before?
That's why I decided to move out ASAP back in 2014.
They of curse were not happy of this and when they found out that the guy who lives with me was black, they just were acting like some KKK members.
Basically they said something like "Don't spend too much time with him or he'll lead you on the wrong path" and "Do you lock your stuff away when you leave the apartment? He could steal something from you".
Yeah, it's not like there are white or Asian folks, who were born in Germany and are steeling stuff
I sometimes wonder why I try to keep going instead of just giving up and try to commit suicide again.
Maybe after "doing it", I would be reborn in a different world, full of blissful moments and a loving wife.
An world with nice parents, an normal sister and where I don't go through the whole crap.
Well, there is one way to find it out and there's a risk that I would just float in a world full of nothingness or maybe just end up "spawning" in hell.
One day I'll definitely find that out