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asfergrggdas

Member
Mar 11, 2026
14
I am in a really horrible situation and my original plan to use charcoal isn't going to work out and I need to do something else quick. I really want to purchase SN. I am going to be homeless in 2 weeks. I am breaking down crying right now and can barely type this because no one on this forum will help me or even give me a chance. My account is new because I didn't even know websites like this existed. I am a petit woman I will be raped on the streets. I have been abused my entire life by my father. I have CPTSD, chronic fatigue, autism, adhd, depression obviously. I can't work. Please somebody anybody help me
 
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Kayla

Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
290
Plenty of hints and clues on this site.
 
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asfergrggdas

Member
Mar 11, 2026
14
Plenty of hints and clues on this site.
I have been searching all day long and I have found nothing. I have tried literally everything. So no. It is not possible and I need help. I do not have the time. I literally have been sitting and searching different combinations of search terms for 9 hours straight
 
Kayla

Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
290
I have been searching all day long and I have found nothing. I have tried literally everything. So no. It is not possible and I need help. I do not have the time. I literally have been sitting and searching different combinations of search terms for 9 hours straight
well keep trying lol. can't expect to be spoon-fed
 
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thelostautistic

Experienced
Jul 31, 2025
232
I have been searching all day long and I have found nothing. I have tried literally everything. So no. It is not possible and I need help. I do not have the time. I literally have been sitting and searching different combinations of search terms for 9 hours straight
Giving out sources is against the rules
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Arcanist
Sep 10, 2025
418
Please stop commenting on my post. My situation is not a joke and I will report you if you comment again. Leave me alone
Put her on ignore

Also, I highly doubt that if you were to order SN today that you'd have it delivered to you in less than 2 weeks.
 

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