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    Any demands for censorship or requests to comply with the law outside of the US will be promptly ignored.

    No foreign laws or pressure will make us comply with anti-censorship laws and we will protect the speech of our members, regardless of where they might live in the world. If that means being blocked in the UK, so be it. We would advise that any UK member gets a VPN to browse the site, or use TOR.

    However, today, we stand up these these governments that want to bully or censor this website.

    Fuck OFCOM, and fuck any media organization or group that think it's cool or fun to stalk or bully people that suffering in this world.

    Edit: We also wanted to address the veiled threats made against a staff member in the UK by the BBC in the news today. We are undeterred by any threats, intimination, by the BBC or by any other groups dedicated to doxxing and harassing our staff and members. Journalists from the BBC, CTV, Kansas Star, Daily Mail and many other outlets have continuiously ignored the fact that many of the people that they're interviewing (such as @leelfc84 on Twitter/X) and propping up are the same people posting addresses of staff members and our founders on social media. We show them proof of this and they ignore it and don't address it.They're all just as evil as each other, and should be treated accordingly. They do not care about the safety of our staff members, founders, or administrators, or even members, so why would they care about you?

    Now that we have your attention, journalists, will you ever address this? You've given these evil people interviews, and free press.

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reekofunpleasant

reekofunpleasant

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Aug 23, 2024
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Someone I called a friend of mine took advantage of me back in February, but I never blamed her until she told me a month ago she wasn't under the influence. I saw her at the gas station a few nights ago and right there I realized I don't know how to live with myself. I just feel so disgusting. I told my friend what had happened since he was there that night in Feb. but he called me a liar. He didn't believe me. I haven't smoked weed since then, but I tried at a party once again. I just felt disgusting again, it upset me the rest of the night.
What do I do now? I can't talk to my parents, situations are too tense as of right now. In fact I've even been thinking of moving out. But I can't do anything anymore, I can't go out anymore because I'm so afraid of seeing her again, I can't listen to my music anymore since we shared similar tastes, I can't even look at myself naked in the mirror anymore. I can't live like this. I never saw myself as a victim. We were good friends too, since grade 7. I trusted her, I had told her that night my ex had left me. I was vulnerable for the first time in ages, and she fucking raped me when she got me high. I break down a lot now, more than I have in years.
I don't know if I want to CTB yet, but if I do, then I'll choose a method. Advice is welcome.
 
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