Realizations.

[leavingsoon99]

It's time to accept that life nor the human race isn't what I thought nor hoped it would be. My whole life has been rooted in delusion. I hate that human existence is a stupid, hierarchical competition. A competition in which nothing can be won. There's no point continuing on. I've moved my date up to July 30. My gun is ready. I have my ammunition. My nerves are stilled. I'm ready to leave. It just felt right to do. I may post a couple more times before. I won't do a goodbye thread. I really appreciate this forum. I was able to express myself here in a way that made me feel heard and validated my feelings. I know I'm not alone. I'm eternally grateful for that.

 

[synthcadia]

yeah, some of the human race's structures are stupid and oppressive. stuff like the patriarchy, and the competition, are so incredibly stupid. it doesn't need to be like this.

i hope you are able to find peace. i pray that you are able to find another way to resolve your suffering than death, but if death is the only way, then it is the only way. be safe and take care.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand seeing no point to suffering here, I hope that when the time is right for you to leave you find the freedom you are searching for.